Monday, 16 August 2010

i dont know..

what makes u superior than me?
was it because i'm younger and u older?
was it because i'm a woman and u'r a man?
or.. was it because...

what makes u are always right and i'm always wrong?
was it because i have faith and u have none?
was it because i believe in u but u just lost mine?
or...was it because i may just simply not the one..

just tell me... and let me go.. cos this time
i promised, i will never beg you for any reason.. i wont
cos i know life is still going on for you, with or without me..

it doesnt matter how i'm gonna feel..
it doesn't matter anymore..

i'm just simply a normal person..unlike you..
i always crave for love..
but it ain't love cos i dont seems to make u happy..
it aint love cos honestly i feel mentally abused..
i never ask for anything else..
but u were blinded by God knows what..






Saturday, 3 July 2010

Kusut


Bila waktu yang datang itu jelas pergi
Bila masa yang tiba tak terganti
Akukah yang meraut duka sepi
Akukah yang meratah luka
yang benar... sendiri..

Lemahku menebar
Lelah ku tersasar..
Merungkai warna hanya gusar
Meraup indah hanya sebentar
sedang aku... menahan pedih yang memijar

Gubuk hati ini lama longlai
menjeruk rasa .. usai..
Tuhan... jelaskan aku..
bebaskan batas yang menyesak
aku tak mampu lagi menebak
di dalam... hanyalah... sebak...